i am gonna blabber rubbish again...endure...
walao eh...being lied...i dun lik being lied...i dunno wat my ex meant when she said "i kinda attached to wk" i was lik orh...cox as friends will ask attached already anot n stuffs
she still tok to me till sounds lik bf n gf stuffs...but i hav no intention...
then today realise being lied sia by seeing friendster...
tat day went out to go some job thingy..then a guy was there...i tot was a friend..then he tok to me bout products n stuffs
strangely he ate with us...then i already knew something le...then today juz nice came across friendster...then realise they tgt...
BAKA!!!
stupid sia...tat day still let me sit with her i also dunno y though...if i knew it was lik tat i already let him sit with her...idiot sia...
it might become hatred for me...
juz hate being lied...
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from this...i hav decided nt to be near to anyone anymore...even guys...i now am frozen in time...then would wan to speed away from pp...
i shld nt be toking to anyone...n living my life of enjoyment of loneliness...
NEGATIVE
is the word in my mind...till now...almost turned to positive but this time..dwn to worst...
my life is turned upside dwn...
i wan to say to myself....die man! let me die...

i dun care who will care for me...none has been the best friend...
i know friends hav said i xiao qi or things lik tat...cox my mood is very unstable...but no counselling needed...
i am crazy already

come! screw up my life...my life is already screwed...

momotaros : Ore Sanjou!
urataros : Bokuni Zulatemilu
kintaros : Orewa Zuyosawa Makerute
ryutaros : Taos keru eyo nei, kotewaru kitenai