dunno wat to say

this entry is to "her"

u r thinking more of him than me...it really gets me angry...but i dun dare to say in front of u as i know tat it will hurt me more...u would rather go out with him than me...when u said impossible n said dun wan mix with bad company i thought ok fine...but now u meeting him...i dun understand...unless he threaten u then of cox i will help...but the worst is u ask me right or wrong...once i saw tat i really damn angry...its lik u tell me impossible liao then u stil go out with him and ask me tat! i really dun wan ask anymore....i really feel lik freezing my heart again...seriously...
i really hope u know wat u r doing...it really hurts me when u still take it lik juz a normal sentence...i wan to take this seriously....i am not playing around kind...there is time to jk n time to be serious...

although there is no real exam till next week...i still wan to study...as i hav nth to do...n nth to look forward to anymore...today wanted to go out but hav no mood already...decided to stay at hm n slp and stone...i really hope u read this u would understand my feelings...

i really love u...but i dun really see a real response...i feel lik one way traffic...i nv msg u not cox i no batt or no time...is i really dunno wat to say n do...i dun wan to be left behind by u though...i juz wan to know ur real feelings...

i think this is my 10th time editing this post...am i exaggerating...tell me...msg me dun tag here