argh!

stupid flu...running nose plus serious cough...sux...how to do exam tml on this kind of situation? hais...hate it...
couple of times i feel lik giving up...seriously...i dunno y...some insecurity? sometimes i thinking...strange?y would i feel tat way...there r tons of other things to do...sometimes i look at it...realise tat there seems to be more care on others....jealousy?maybe...till now my feelings r in a mess...
Argh! results pressure from parents...i am already trying my best!...hais...
i really hope to end this quickly...n relieve from wk stress...

my friend told me this...gals usually will contradict their decisions...esp when it comes to relationships...
i dun get it though...but i partly agree....

more studying now...bye